Sunday, December 14, 2014

I'm back!

Hello blog! It's been quite a long while since I last wrote a blog post or wrote anything not related to school, to be honest. :P Let's do a quick little catch up, shall we? Things have been moderately the same these past few months and that has included me struggling with my addiction on and off. I would be fine for a month and a half and then I'd relapse for a day or two and this most recent time, I nearly got kicked out of my house and my world basically came crashing down around me.

By the graciousness and love of my parents, they are giving me one more chance. ONE MORE. I have to do things right this time. I'm back in outpatient treatment and seeing a new therapist. This semester ends on Wednesday for me and I will be taking the next semester off to focus on working and just taking care of myself, mentally and physically. Some days are a lot harder than others, but I'm hopeful that things will get better as long as I work hard and stay focused. A quote that I have as my phone wallpaper has been a daily reminder; "May your choices reflect your hopes, not your fears." - Nelson Mandela. I choose what my day is going to look like, where my life is going to go, if I will get out of bed today or waste away until I'm nothing.

Anyway! LOL I hope you are all wonderful and you're having a happy holiday season! As some of you may know, I was an avid participator in the 2014 Blogger Challenge and have fallen quite behind. I could just pick up with the newest topic, but I'm the type of person that absolutely has to finish everything, no skipping. With this in mind, I am going to pick up where I left off and start with the "Autumn Edit" post which will go up tomorrow. Of course, it is now Winter, but I think I can make it work. :) Below are pictures I've taken over the past few months (mainly selfies from when I've done my make up all nice LOL), I hope you enjoy!

Glad to be back! xx

One of my favorites places to be: in bed with my best friend, watching Dragon Ball Z :)



Heather and I when we tried to re-create one of Zoella's makeup tutorials LOL

Excuse my skin, I literally had only done my eye makeup!



My wonderful mommy <3
Seester <33333
How flippin' gorgeous is she??






Jaclyn Hill's '90s makeup


My half-assed Halloween makeup! HA!




San Diego bound!

My friend, Caitlyn's, cat. We were kind of obsessed with each other. LOL

I have no idea what I'm doing here, but this was my Thanksgiving day makeup :P